Emotions before tummy tuck

Feeling a bit emotional tonight, having a little cry to myself a few times. Feeling a bit worried about my upcoming surgery, like I’m sure that we all do. I think that it might be because my hubby won’t be their with me, he will be home when I come home, but I have always had him with me for my tummy tuck operations, his lovely mum is going to be with me and she will look after me well I know but still feeling sad. I know that I want this operation to happen, but worried also, but what kind of person would we be if we didn’t worry hey I would so love these next 2 weeks, damn even a week to fast forward lol.